I wonder if I make Life harder than it needs to be...or if Life is just Crazy no matter who you are...or maybe it depends on your parents or grandparents or support group ... for life to not be CRAAAZY. :P

I got on here to NOT give my sob story...because I don't want to relive it.....but

Alex wanting to move to my Mom's....I have no control over what Alex wants to do and I have no control over her psycho grandma offering  that....so what can I change in this situation???? nothing.....

Sophia moving to my mom's, getting fake diploma, getting 2 door car paying $250/month on insurance alone, getting into beauty college early with grant, to get kicked out, lose grant, owe money, no college certificate, now pregnant with guy she doesn't love..no school, no job, no home (because NOW she can't live there...well, I think she can until the baby comes)...none of that is in my control....right????? and we already discussed being angry at my mom is a waste of time...so okay....moving on

Last week Sophia tried telling me..the same as Alex, that my mom isn't that bad..that she really thinks that everything is okay....she just really wants to be a part of her grandchildrens' lives.....she doesn't understand WHY I won't let her see the younger 4.....Sophia and Alex BOTH try sticking up for this lady....!!!!! For one moment I would like to play the role of my mother when my daughters have their children...so they can understand for ONE MOMENT!!!!  mooooving on......so Sophia told me Grandma thinks everything is okay...because Grandma didn't do anything wrong.....and she asked Sophia "what did I do wrong?"

well, NOW, Grandma is not going to the hospital when Sophia's child is born..because I will be there :) Thank you Jesus!!!!! The funniest part about it is she said she would wait for the circus to leave.....

OK, clown!

ok, vent time over.

My storytelling at VBX was hysterical and I am soooooooo happy it is over and I will NOT volunteer for that again! LOL!!!!

The storytime was 20 minutes long but my story only took 2 minutes....and it wasn't something that I could really throw my comedy act into...so 2 minutes in....this sweet little kindergartner boy raises his hand and I, so excited to have a question to answer, say "yes?" and he asks "HOW LONG DO WE HAVE TO BE HERE????" my heart sank and into the mike I say "I NEED HELP!"  :) lol

Alex is leaving Hawaii today...I don't know that I even said that she was going .. I know I mentioned it on Facebook. Anyway..she has been in Hawaii for 9 days...I have not heard from her...well, I texted her to tell her that her report card came and that she did an excellent job...she texted me back asking if I could snap a pic and send it....that's it. She may or may not want to share her stories with me when she gets home....I won't be offended if she chooses not to.

Saturday....Sophia spent a couple of hours with me at the mall.....we went to American Eagle and she picked out clothes for me. :) It was fun :)

Mike's birthday is this Saturday. I don't know what we are doing. I know I have a sitter from 2-8.

I have a houseful of children yelling and throwing stuff and just plain hating each other..I feel defeated and think their behavior has become worse since attending VBX. :P I know it is tiring. They perform tonight at church and then tomorrow is the last day....

Friday a girlfriend has asked for Zach and Siler. She said the girls can go if they want. I was planning on painting another section of the kitchen so that is AWESOME!  I guess I didn't mention on here that last Friday, I got a WILD hair and pulled out the paint and painted a good portion of the kitchen while Mike was out of town, AGAIN.

My novel gets better everyday that goes by....that is what I know.

Looking forward to next week...I feel like MAAAYBE the kids summer"break" will begin next week. I hope so.